I feel numb. The things I thought were real have been yanked away, again. Once again I am working without a net.
The universe is cruel to people that don’t deserve it. People who are not bad, but struggle, some days just to survive.
I still care, but I’m unable to put things into words right now. I am whining, yes, I don’t care. The tears are flowing again. It’s not felt like this in a long time.
But this is what happens when you remove the armor from around a vulnerable heart. A fools folly I guess. So I’ll leave it here to remind me to be smarter and a little less foolish.