I vowed to be productive today. It didn’t turn out the way I had hoped. Sitting here alone isn’t helping. But I’m feeling like I’m limited in my options. There is nobody here to talk with, my family doesn’t understand or is so wrapped up in their lives, they don’t have time.
I do know that everyone is having difficult times these days. I am not alone in that respect. I’m not going into anymore detail than this, not here at least. Yes, I’m whining, I know that, but I feel like I need to just write this out, regardless of whether it gets read, ignored, or whatever. I don’t really care. Maybe getting this out, even if it’s just here will help, just a little.