I am thankful, the bottom of my heart is healing. The damage from the heart attack I had in 2015 is scarred over and getting more of the blood supply. The heart function is at 50% when under stress, which is apparently very good. The doctor said I am not young, but not old either. 🙂
Can’t seem to nail down any job interviews. I also can’t find my art box with all my drawing pencils and tape. Grr, Just want to be creative and not focus on the negatives.
Made small forward momentum on a goal that I set for myself years ago. No details yet, just exhilarating excitement.
I originally set this blog up in 2001 to be a place to talk about my life and the adventures I would have. I feel it has devolved into a place where I log my depression and anxiety over the life that could have been.
While mental health is important and I will try to post articles I believe important or interesting, i want more for this site. I will attempt to find that internal voice to tell my story again. I want this place to be a place of life and art that I find or create myself. Not just a place to incessantly whine about what could have been but isn’t. Does that make sense? I hope so.