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Heart Report

Heart Report

I am thankful, the bottom of my heart is healing. The damage from the heart attack I had in 2015 is scarred over and getting more of the blood supply. The heart function is at 50% when under stress, which is apparently very good. The doctor said I am not young, but not old either. ๐Ÿ™‚

Heart diagram showing damage in yellow and healing area in green.
Frustrated

Frustrated

Can’t seem to nail down any job interviews. I also can’t find my art box with all my drawing pencils and tape. Grr, Just want to be creative and not focus on the negatives.

Baby Steps

Baby Steps

Made small forward momentum on a goal that I set for myself years ago. No details yet, just exhilarating excitement.

Wanting More

Wanting More

I originally set this blog up in 2001 to be a place to talk about my life and the adventures I would have. I feel it has devolved into a place where I log my depression and anxiety over the life that could have been.

While mental health is important and I will try to post articles I believe important or interesting, i want more for this site. I will attempt to find that internal voice to tell my story again. I want this place to be a place of life and art that I find or create myself. Not just a place to incessantly whine about what could have been but isnโ€™t. Does that make sense? I hope so.