I already posted about my friend Jim passing away. This and much more has been on my mind lately. Jim and I spent many years in school and working together. I have good memories of it all. I try not to dwell on the past, but for me that’s always been difficult. I hold the people I call friends in high regard. Even friends that I may not have seen in a long time. I’ve been in contact with many old friends lately. I miss all of them. I guess this made losing a close friend all the more difficult.
I’d been trying to figure out a way to visit a couple of my friends. I’m not sure it’s in my budget. I’m sure that sitting out here in BFE is not helping. I was very isolated while growing up. When I got older I began to get out, moved around the country. I missing that part of my life right now. Everything is feeling like a giant step backward for me. I feel like I’m whining right now.